What If...

For so long, I've played the "what if" game.
What if I had tried harder;
loved stronger;
lived up to his expectations?
Would I still be his wife?
Could I have avoided disaster?

Now that I've met you, I still play the game.
What if I had - tried harder; loved stronger; stayed married?

I might have never met you.

And that would have been my life's biggest disaster.

No more what if's.